We know life can be very fragile. Any moment, anyone of us can pick up the wrong person or get on the wrong plane or step off the curb just as the bus is bearing down the street. So what’s wrong pursuing something you want badly before you pin any regrets. Third parties are not like desperate people. Be it a rebound or should it be any consolation prize or looking for an ego boost or whatever it is, and will just accept it? Come'on, no!
The pushed boundaries and new sanctuaries. Sometimes, living in this mice terrifying cats world isn’t a bed of roses for them. They are not entitled to occupy the actual dates, not even the eves. (e.g, Christmas, new year) They either celebrate way before, or way after. No public intimate behavior, no making out as and when/where they like, not even at the back of the alleys, for God knows who are watching them. (but maybe in the lift while escalating? Awww, poor thing) And imagine the phone ringing now and then just as you are making out. You totally have no say in this, and don’t even expect much from this relationship. In the first place why did you get into such a mess, you deserve every single bit of it.
Down a glass or two of some double shot liqueur, makes you loosen up and it gets you to be oblivious to the world of thoughts swirling inside your head. I like that very much, at the very least i would stop worrying-thinking and start enjoying every minute spent in oblivion. Ahh, there I go again…
